Antagonist

The ultrasound appointment yesterday did not go well. My follicles, there were sooo many of them, did not grow at all since Tuesday's appointment, which was strange. So, the doctor said no to the hCG and insemination, which was planned for today. The bleeding, which is now more of a menstrual cycle (last cycle ended last Wednesday) was also a red flag for the doctor. They don't know what it is, but it disrupted the cycle and now I am prescribed an antagonist, otherwise known as birth control pills.. Boy was I super emotional when the doctor said that. I will probably go in sometime next week for a re-consult and figure out where to go from here. My biggest concern is being told that I could never have babies again. I am so blessed to have family and friends who can provide strength and hope when I need it most. I am also grateful for Raley's strawberry cake we had last night. =D